So yer, I'm still a nut-job and shouldn't be alive but oh well. there's some stuff about what's going with 'Art' at the moment.

this journal is going to contain lots of jargon so to help with that I shall use apostrophe's around words that may need explaining. I could just not use the words but I'll do that when the egotistical dicks who translate and write subtitles for animes stop doing it as well. Anyway here we go.

Earlier this morning I was 'fretting' a song to play on 'frets on fire'. It took around '45' minutes which is about 44 more then it should of been, because I realised I could probebly have just learn't the freakin song in that time instead of making it so I could pretend to play it on a game.

This a little gripe I have with rockband and guitar hero. Yes they're fun, especially with friends, heck I even borrow it off my 'next door neighbour' and have a few goes. But without other people it gets boring quickly, only once have I thought "Hmmmm I'm gonna have another go to see if I can get 100%", and that's what gets me. This could be me being a 'twat' because I've never tried to learn the guitar but for Rock Bands price tag you can get a guitar. A real one that is, that plays music.

Again, it's probebly just me, but the satisfaction gained from finnishing a song on Rockband does not compete to getting a small melody right on my 'keyboard'. Maybe I'm just senile allready, or because I play a musical instrument for enjoyment and not the dream of fame that comes from playing said instrument.

That said, I wouldn't mind learning the guitar but 1. I'm broke 2. Modern warfare 2 is coming out soon 3. I only have momey saved for said game.

One good thing to report though, I went to 'CFruge''s page to see if it would help me feel better, after glancing at the size of his journal I suddenly felt an incling of happiness and though;"Well things could be worse". I still feel shit though, but another thing I'm glad about is the weekend ending so I get ten chances to be killed in an accident on the way to and from college. Apparantly suicide is selfish and I don't want to be left with the blame ¬¬.


Art - A word I use spuriously to describe the shit I come up with.
Fretting - To make a song playable in Frets on fire.
Frets on fire - A free Huitar Hero clone for Pc.
45 - Time which could be spent making a sandwich,eating a sandwich, mellowing over the definitation of the human state, masturbating etc.
Nect door neighbour - the bloke who lives in the room next to mine.
Twat - Me
Keyboard - Something I play cause guitar is too hard waaaaaah (Even though I spent enough money to buy two guitars on mine )
Cfruge - The only person in the world who could beat me in the "World biggest dick head championship".

I'm drawing more at college which is good. Not necisserily for you guys though since it means I'm drawing people and trying to make them look good instead of shitty fetish art. Also there's the risk of everyone at college finding out about what I draw since I'm a total fuck, so if that happens atleast then I'll have a just reason to end it all.



On reflection I don't know why I'm writing this, maybe I'm so desperate to be heard sometimes I resort to whining and begging for attention to strangers, if you'd like me to shut the fuck up about my life in these journals and all that bollocks please do say and I may just do that. Or you could just not read this which is what most people do.

Oh yer...Requests...No one wants one anyway so that works. I may try and to Tagg's picture today since he's one of the few people I know who isn't a big daft cock (The biggest of all being m-Cfruge then me)



NO ONE WANTS ONE SO THERE'S NO POINT ANYWAY