So yer, I'm still a nut-job and shouldn't be alive but oh well. there's some stuff about what's going with 'Art' at the moment.

this journal is going to contain lots of jargon so to help with that I shall use apostrophe's around words that may need explaining. I could just not use the words but I'll do that when the egotistical dicks who translate and write subtitles for animes stop doing it as well. Anyway here we go.

Earlier this morning I was 'fretting' a song to play on 'frets on fire'. It took around '45' minutes which is about 44 more then it should of been, because I realised I could probebly have just learn't the freakin song in that time instead of making it so I could pretend to play it on a game.

This a little gripe I have with rockband and guitar hero. Yes they're fun, especially with friends, heck I even borrow it off my 'next door neighbour' and have a few goes. But without other people it gets boring quickly, only once have I thought "Hmmmm I'm gonna have another go to see if I can get 100%", and that's what gets me. This could be me being a 'twat' because I've never tried to learn the guitar but for Rock Bands price tag you can get a guitar. A real one that is, that plays music.

Again, it's probebly just me, but the satisfaction gained from finnishing a song on Rockband does not compete to getting a small melody right on my 'keyboard'. Maybe I'm just senile allready, or because I play a musical instrument for enjoyment and not the dream of fame that comes from playing said instrument.

That said, I wouldn't mind learning the guitar but 1. I'm broke 2. Modern warfare 2 is coming out soon 3. I only have momey saved for said game.

One good thing to report though, I went to 'CFruge''s page to see if it would help me feel better, after glancing at the size of his journal I suddenly felt an incling of happiness and though;"Well things could be worse". I still feel shit though, but another thing I'm glad about is the weekend ending so I get ten chances to be killed in an accident on the way to and from college. Apparantly suicide is selfish and I don't want to be left with the blame ¬¬.


Art - A word I use spuriously to describe the shit I come up with.
Fretting - To make a song playable in Frets on fire.
Frets on fire - A free Huitar Hero clone for Pc.
45 - Time which could be spent making a sandwich,eating a sandwich, mellowing over the definitation of the human state, masturbating etc.
Nect door neighbour - the bloke who lives in the room next to mine.
Twat - Me
Keyboard - Something I play cause guitar is too hard waaaaaah (Even though I spent enough money to buy two guitars on mine )
Cfruge - The only person in the world who could beat me in the "World biggest dick head championship".

I'm drawing more at college which is good. Not necisserily for you guys though since it means I'm drawing people and trying to make them look good instead of shitty fetish art. Also there's the risk of everyone at college finding out about what I draw since I'm a total fuck, so if that happens atleast then I'll have a just reason to end it all.



On reflection I don't know why I'm writing this, maybe I'm so desperate to be heard sometimes I resort to whining and begging for attention to strangers, if you'd like me to shut the fuck up about my life in these journals and all that bollocks please do say and I may just do that. Or you could just not read this which is what most people do.

Oh yer...Requests...No one wants one anyway so that works. I may try and to Tagg's picture today since he's one of the few people I know who isn't a big daft cock (The biggest of all being m-Cfruge then me)



NO ONE WANTS ONE SO THERE'S NO POINT ANYWAY

I'm a complete and utter fucktard.

Nothing new there then...

Which I stole off Josh

It makes me feel like a rock star! Ok maybe not, but I'm busy playing TF2 again or Guitar hero I mean Rock band. Heh, so easy to get those two mixed up, just gotta remember guitar hero is the one with the tiny teeny plastic toy guitar and rock band is the one with the reasonably sized plastic toy guitar that's better

I'm gonna be in chat again caus eI forgot about it

I forgot I was retarded and thought people read my journals so when I say I'm gonna do something for free, people wont read said journal and will remain ignorrant.

It's a good thing most people arn't as dumb as I am huh?

I think commisions could probebly suck it as well but if anyone wants one see the other journal.

I think this is worth mentioning as well whilst I talk to myself further, incase you haven't noticed I've been hit with a major low which has lasted several months so far. which is why I'm so grumpy, the lack of support has helped though. If by help I mean made things worse, cause I am so retarded and can't tell sometimes. Man I hate myself.

In other news you all suck and I suck most of all for being me, maybe we'll get lucky and die soon.

Or atleast me.

First come first serve one going there are rules as to what you can request and who but I doubt they'll come up so three two one sike! Go!

Xenu forbid that you'd want to talk to me or ask for a commision or a request with lots of detail. Or have a detailed and conversation/roleplay with actual depth use this : Dangerousdin@hotmail.co.uk

Oh yer, I'm opening commisions for some reason. Well the real reason being I can't get a job and really need money so I'll do sketches for £2.50 coloured for £5 and if it's a complicated pose or for extra characters +£1.

If you're lazy like me just tell me what you want and I'll tell you my price.

EDIT Sorry if you're pissed off about getting another watch add off me but I've been playing with the settings so now I've got it all figured out I'll just watch everyone again but have the friends doo-hicky display current good friends instead of my only watchers